A crying princess

Mon, 12 May 2008 14:20:14 GMT

I am back from work. Gackt has been working so hard on his american movie that he has left me to the preperations for the new songs. I wish I could see my sweet koi but he is also busy. Oh well I was thinking about sneaking out tonight and seeing him. Maybe that will cheeer up both up. @;-----

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 15:19:37 GMT

Yuuu where are you? I misssed you so much...You still owe me a date.

A package To miraclegeng

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 17:45:48 GMT

From: Chacha

*Sends a package to*

*plus a few Gackt cds*

*Note attached says*

I hope you enjoy these. I look forward to see you in Japan
<3 Chacha

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 02:47:11 GMT

I have been with Jyui all week. He is very sweet he got me candy and then we went to the park. I look forward spending more time with him. Gackt has been working me to death. I should get back to work.

Wed, 30 May 2007 20:38:47 GMT

Yay! FINALLY A VACATION!

Mon, 14 May 2007 14:02:42 GMT

I miss my Toshi...saaa its so lonely

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 14:54:46 GMT

I need a long break. Gackt gets one but im the one stuck handling all his work while hes away. T_T I need a long long vacation.

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 13:33:10 GMT

Saa all I do is work work work work work...im starting to feel like Im yoshiki. -__- no offense old friend I just know if i dont do it Gackt wont. Well I should get back to work.

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 18:06:21 GMT

I think I am going to go and stay in bed all day. Maybe if they dont see me They will forget about my Birthday

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 18:11:59 GMT

I love you more Ren

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 18:34:02 GMT

Saaa ren has been gone. He came back but he left again..I dont think i like this way of marriage onebit

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 14:10:31 GMT

Hmm I wonder whats going on with all my friends. We should all go out sometime and have a few drinks. Anyone up for it?

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 19:29:44 GMT

Merry Christmas to all.

I must go shopping

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 15:36:44 GMT

Hmmm saa life has been normal. I wish i had something more then that to say.

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 23:32:18 GMT

Saa how do i manage to fuck things up.....Im sorry to all the ones I hurt and betrayed. I am Sorry.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 19:24:12 GMT

I miss Toshi. I have not seen him in a week. I know its my fault I have been away. I saw Ren the other night he was kind enough to get me from the airport. Thats a good kitten. Anyways Hmm i think me an dbear bear will go for a walk.

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 00:41:07 GMT

Life has gotten back to normal. TOshi has been a sweet heart as always.

Ren ren wanna go have fun? I would enjoy some pool and maybe drinks.

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 15:19:01 GMT

Its nice to have Toshi back in my life. He stays over each night which is wonderful. Lol most of his clothes are here at my apartment along with the pets. Its great to see my teddy bear and cully again. Angel is throwing a fit because cully is back. Poor old man. Oh well anyways I have to go before Gackt and Yoshiki kill each other in the studio. Saa I dont think I will keep my sanity after working with these two men. Apart the are fine I enjoyed working with them but together thats a disaster waiting to happen. Lets just hope they dont eat each other before the day is over that would be ackward to explain to the kois as well as the Fans. Gomen ne but Yoshiki and Gackt through a fit of rage strangeled each other. -___- Saa ja

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 13:54:32 GMT

I heard this song and it makes me smile and want to cry.

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my cousin... the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my cousin... the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

I guess I should reallly think about what I am doing in life. saa we arnt getting younger right.

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 17:03:21 GMT

Alright my life really is starting to piece back together. Toshi and me are talking now. Nothing really just as friends. REn I worry about him alot. I might drop by later and see how hes doing. Gackt and Masa i do not want a flat warming party >< You guys drunk and passed out in my home isnt very ummm pleasent. Anyways I should start working on that music before Yoshiki has a royal fit. >.< Ja

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 14:38:27 GMT

Ren ren came over the other day....

I am still having problems but I am moving on. I sold the house and moved into a nice flat just for myself. I am not going to lie to anyone it is very hard. Life is still hard but I am moving on with it. Good knows I havent been on my own in ages. I do miss him. I miss him very much and it hurts ot wake up alone after having that. I dont know what to do honestly. I will figure it out once I have gooten over it. I cant say it doesnt hurt because really its a undiscrible pain. Saa I think I am going to try an dget my mind off things. Ja

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 10:17:22 GMT

....... I dont know what to do....

To Toshi:

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:11:31 GMT

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 11:10:05 GMT

Hiroto Has me thinking.....I really need to get laid....

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 16:20:45 GMT

I am so tired. I spent the night in the studio fighting with the new stuff. I came home an dpasses out on the couch Toshi took good care of me but I think that was my last allnighter. I have to come home I cant spend it in the studio